When I was younger my older brother and i had a tree house and i wanted to go and hang out with him. So I went up and found him and my younger brother together. We were hanging out and then they had an arm wrestling match and the loser had to show the other their private areas. They did this all the time. I tried to leave but they didn't let me. My mom had left to go to the store so it was me, my older brother (12), and my younger Brother (5). My older brother lost and pulled his pants down. After that We went inside to watch tv but my older brother wanted to do something else. So we went to my room and he made me take all my clothes off. He wanted to see what girls looked like. He didn't touch me but it was still traumatizing. I ended up crying and told him I'd tell mom. He said sorry and gave me some money and told me not to tell anyone. I never told any one I'm know 15 and hes 19. We have never spoken about it since and I never told a soul

I was interested in this guy at the beginning of the school year. (I'm in 10th grade). I never planned on me actually catching feelings for him. I just thought he'd just be my crush at school who's nice to look at nothing more. Now I'm here thinking of him constantly and making scenerios with him in my head. I have made my move. I gave him this sticky note. Then I also did this school thing that's called "candy grams" and got him one. I even wrote my # on it. He never contacted me though. So I confronted him at school. Asking if he got it. He just said "oh that was you" and I was like "yeah" and the conversation ended there. I later dmed him on insta. I asked him questions about him then I finally started asking the important questions like why didn't he contact me (his number wasn't set up or something his messages doesn't work) and if he threw away the candy gram (he didn't he just lost it) and if he was in a relationship (he was single) and I tried to ask what his sexuality was in the most respectful way idk if I accomplished that though. (He's straight). Then I found out that he was my crush in 8th grade. I didn't recognize him because his hair is long now back then it was really short. He recently got a haircut though so it's not as long but it's still long. So I thought "this must be destiny". So I continued talking to him, the conversations were very one sided and weren't very much convos. So I asked him straight out "if you don't wanna talk to me just say that which he replied with "yea I don't". It's been months since then. New semester we have a class together. I recently found out that he isn't looking for a relationship just s*x. But my question is why didn't he try to get to that point with me- he didn't even try if he's really like that you'd think he'd try having s*x with me especially since my body is more grown in specific areas. Not that I would, I wouldn't I'm just wondering why he didn't even try to. Maybe it's cause I'm taller than him. Are boys intimidated by that?

• July 18, 2023