What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
When I was ten I met this guy for the first time. For some reason he always had it out for me and I never knew why. It started as meaningless bullying, just normal stuff. I shrugged it off like I was taught. It got worse. He started making fun of my Jewish identity and how the Nazis are the best. He started calling me a monster and how I shouldn’t be alive and how he would love to kill me. I started believing that. I never told anyone because I knew it would get worse. It still did. He gave me a lollipop and said that he was sorry for everything he did. I didn’t know that he put it in the inside of a urinal and then gave it to me. Because I was 12, I didn’t think twice about it, and I had it. I got seriously sick and almost died. After that, I stopped talking to anyone. It took me a while to talk at all, and when I did, I was quiet. I finally found my voice again when I went to a different high school. Even now, I see him every day, in my mind. He is in my dreams, laughing at me, when I work out, trying to keep me down. He’s the reason I hate myself, and I can’t do anything about it.
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