when i was six, my seventeen year old cousin made me give him head. it happened more than once in my own house. i still think about it and the worst part is i have to see him often. i haven’t told anyone. i don’t even know if he remembers but i’m so disgusted.

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when i was six, my seventeen year old cousin made me give him head. it happened more than once in my own house. i still think about it and the worst part is i have to see him often. i haven’t told anyone. i don’t even know if he remembers but i’m so disgusted.

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