When I was born my parents were drug attacks so they would give us bottles and leave us in our room I'm 14 today and im turning out just like my mother cheating stealing I can't help it... I need help my father died a few years ago and my mother "brainwashed" us and was going to take us back I live with one of my sisters but I can't deal with this no more I'm all happy all the time I'm not lying I want everyone happy so I'm not saying no to anyone... I need help please help me my legs are giving out on me like they did when I was born I needed really bad surgery or else I would be in a wheelchair no offense to people in weechairs I love sports I'm want to do softball I want to be an actor if you know me then you knew this about me im 14 I'm adopted thank you for listening and if not still thank you I'm sorry I can't live like this

when i was younger (like 7-12) my dad used to hit my sisters and my mom divorced him. he rarely did it to me but he would emotionally abuse me a lot. like being manipulative and narcissistic. i’ve been to a therapist ordered by the court about it but no one ever takes me seriously because “he never really hit me” it still impacts me a lot and i try not to think about it but when i do it really messes me up. recently my moms boyfriend had asked us to move in with him and my mom said yes. my dad used to move around a lot and so the town that we’re moving to he has lived in. it’s giving me severe ptsd and anxiety and i can’t control it but my mom is telling me to get over it because hes different. well she’s had boyfriends before and they weren’t different. i can’t help feeling guilty like i’m stopping them from being happy but i’m very unsure about it. her boyfriend hasn’t given me a reason to doubt him and he’s really good to me and my younger siblings but i still worth it won’t work out.

• August 4, 2023