when i was about 6-7 years old, 1st grade, i had a friend who was like a sister to me, she was only a few months older than me. her and i would always do everything together. well one day i had invited her over to my house. we did the normal things 1st graders would do. well we were playing with barbie’s on my bed when she had asked me if i had gotten boobs yet. i cant remember exactly what i had said but i remember saying something along the lines of “no, i don’t think so.”she continued to ask me about my parts. she would ask me about my genitalia and if i had ever touched it. i said there was no point in doing so and we casually moved on. my parents had agreed to let us have a sleepover and sometime in the middle of the night we went out to the kitchen and i remember my friend checked my parents bedroom to see if they were asleep. my parents had always gone to bed quickly so i knew they would be. she grabbed my wrist before i could do anything in the kitchen and she pulled me back to my bedroom. once we were in my bedroom she pulled me back into the bed and put the covers over us. she then removed her shirt, and asked me to touch her. i felt uncomfortable but as confused i was, i decided to give in. i barely touched her and she started making a noise that i had never heard. i felt uncomfortable and tried to tell her we shouldn’t be doing this. she then continued to remove my clothing and started doing things to me, as much as i hated it, it’s hard to control your body. after a few minutes of being in the bed together, i got up and changed. her and i are still best friends, of 12 years. it only crosses my mind sometimes, and i don’t blame her for it. we were just kids and she was curious. i came out as bisexual recently and i always feared that she believed it had something to do with her, she’s straight. i’ve always felt like i should bring it up, although it seems as if she’s forgotten, but i never know what will happen if i do bring it up. i don’t want to lose her as a friend.