When I was 7yrs old I was molested by a family friend who was 15 at the time. I never told anyone so to this day everyone adores him and he now has a wife with 2 children. I am now 24 and still too scared to tell anyone...I honestly never will.

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When I was 7yrs old I was molested by a family friend who was 15 at the time. I never told anyone so to this day everyone adores him and he now has a wife with 2 children. I am now 24 and still too scared to tell anyone...I honestly never will.

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