What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
When i was 7, my neighbor kissed me. He was 11 at the time and I had my first crush, what I didn’t realize is what we were doing. He would make fun of me in front of my friends, calling me fat(this is where my body dysmorphia started) and say horrible things but then when I would come over to play with his sister, he would be so nice and apologize, this had happened from 6-8. I had mono when I was 7 as well and that was the first and so far only woke someone has ever touched me, I was so scared and freaked out. I had told him that I was going to take a nap and he would just touch me and I didn’t know what to do. No one but me knows till this day, and I am now 15. It started a long line of wanting unnecessary attention from guys and body image issues bc of those years and I was later sexually harassed by guys after the at and through the years. My head got so bad that I would think of ending it.
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