when i was 6 years old my uncle came over and his girlfriend came along with him and brought her kid (i think 12-13 years old) and he liked to hang out with my brother a lot but he ended up spending the night my mom didn’t think much and let him sleep in my room since i was young and had a bunk bed at the time- i woke up around 2 in the morning to him slowly whispering to me saying to wake up, i woke up and lifted my head he grabbed my face and pulled me up, he started kissing me and tried taking off my pants- i didn’t know what to do cause i was young and scared- he pulled down my pants and r&p€d me he had his hand over my mouth and had my face showed into a pillow- i was scared and crying my eyes out. afterwords he layer on top of me and forced me to watch pø^ń i’ve never told anyone about it since.

TW// self harm & suicide i’m known as the “perfect girl” with a “perfect life” by everyone. my parents are still together. there are literally no problems in my family, everyone gets along really well. we aren’t struggling with money. i have all A’s. i was accepted into one of the top private schools in my state. i’ve been on homecoming court and i’ve been elected for a position in the student council. my parents do everything they can to give me an amazing life. but for some reason i feel so sad. i don’t know why and i feel so selfish but i feel sad. i feel like everyone hates me and like they would be better off without me. everyone thinks i’m perfect and my friends even tell me that i’m “the only mentally stable person” that they know. i’m scared of telling anyone else this after it got out and got to my parents. but since this is anonymous i wanted to let it out. i self harm and i relapsed so many times. i attempted 3 times in the past 2 years. obviously it didn’t work and i don’t plan on doing it again for now but i have thoughts about it. it sucks. and i feel so hopeless and helpless even more since no one can see it. i know this is selfish but sometimes i wish people would try and understand and talk to me

• August 5, 2023