When I was 15 or 16, my brother was graduating highschool. Because of this, my entire family came. My mom and dad got divorce a long time ago, so I was nice to actually see my dad for once. For the graduation, I decided to wear my favorite blue dress. It fit me perfectly and went with my hair amazingly. After the ceremony, the family decided to take a picture together. My mom got on one side of my brother and my dad on the other. I wanted to be next to my dad, so I did. Just as the picture was being taken, my dad groped my butt, full on. When I tried to slap his hand away, because I knew that’s not a thing he should be doing, he told ME to stop. He then told me the dress fit nicely and that I should wear it more often, and that he liked my long hair along with it. Eventually, I cut my hair super short, and now that dress is in the back corner of my closet, and I haven’t touched it since. I also cut off all communication with my dad, I don’t even know if he’s still alive, and as bad as it sounds, I don’t care if he is or not. Is it okay I feel this way?