When I was 14 years old this boy asked me out at the time I didn’t really like him but I ended up saying yes because I didn’t wanna say no because I never really experienced having a boyfriend. Which was the biggest mistake ever because I ended up getting attached, one time he would beg me for nudes and I would say no or just avoid the question.He would keep on asking me and begging me for it so I finnaly gave in. I sent multiple nudes probably the most 10. Yeah I know I was dumb but I was so blind to see that he never really cared for me, one time he screenshoted it and I asked him why did he do that. To be honest I forgot what he said when I asked that but he promised to NEVER show it to anyone and he said he wasn’t like that. Of course I belived him but at the end I ended up getting exposed, I remember that day like it was yesterday and I never really understud what happend in that situation and how I got exposed. But weeks later he sent me a paragraph asking me how I was holding up. But last year I ended up forgiving him which was a bad thing because I always ended up getting hurt. Idk if he’s my first love or first attachment but did I end up saying my sister found out I got exposed? Yeah… but Anways I haven’t talked to him in almost a year and I still can’t get over this situation. I’ll be 16 in a couple of days and it feels like I’m empty. I still think the situation but idk what to do to make me stop. AND the bad thing about it is that the school I go to sometimes I see him and avoid eye contact. It just hurts sm I feel like I’ll never feel like a while again