What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
When I was 14, I became extremely depressed. I tried telling my parents about it, but they would brush it off, telling me that there's no reason for me to be sad, that im still a child. Now I'm 21 about to turn 22 and I'm still suffering... I've gone to different therapists, have been on different medications and have tried unliving myself many times, but my family doesn't know that. I think they're aware of me using antidepressants and anxiety pills, but I don't think they know how much I'm suffering inside. I'm struggling so much with college because of my mental health and most of the times i cant get out of bed, take a shower or even brush my teeth. When my family ask me how college is going, i have to fake a smile and tell them that everything is fine, but deep down inside I'm suffering and i dont know how long i can keep going on for. I hate having to pretend thay I'm ok when I'm not, so I slowly start to isolate myself from everyone because talking is even so draining for me.
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