When i was 12 a 15yr old boy came and told me he liked me because we were boys and friends i thought maybe he is kidding..but days went by he started touching me when we were playing kind felt weird but didn't bother me when i turned 13 he took me to the toilet and did some oral things to me i didn't say a thing coz he was my friend at 14 when he turned 16 he had sex with me..it affected me coz i could go to skul next day i lied to my parents that it was stomach ache after some weeks he took me to the woods and did it again this continued until his smaller brother caught us who was eleven years old in the room in the act who ran and inform their big brother who was home at that time....he took us to a psychiatrist who we are still seeing him....but we haven't told our parents yet wat we were doing....i want to tell my parents but feel guilty and ashamed...

I always feel like I have no friends. I have two friendsgroups but still I feel like it. I just started 8th grade last year, a new class and a new school, but still the same people. I got in class with 3 of my besties. Were were a group. But only one of them was like my real bestie. Then we met a girl from another school in our class and became friends with her too. But it was most my bestie that got friends with her, also one of the others in the group. My bestie and her started to hangout more often then I could hang out with her. Im jealous. And I know i am. Im jealous of the new girl that stealed my bestie. But she didnt steal her, my "old" bestie left me. But I still have the two other friends in the friend group. We 5 are still a group, but not so much. I also have this other friend group where one of the others from the other group is in too. We are 6 girls. Four of them was really a friend grouo, but then me and the other friend made it in the group. Or atleast I thought I did. (I walk with two of them to school) Today, both said they werent walking home, cause their going to the mall, but I didnt think they were going together. But when I found out all the 5 others in the grouo were going together, i got sad. It felt like they left me out. Im so bad at asking to join too. I feel like that would be disrespectful. I feel like everyone hates ne, and that im annoying to be around. Please help me, i litterly dont know if I can do it anymore.

• July 27, 2023