when i was 11 years old i met a 16 year old who i wanted to be friends with. me and him got really close and i think 8 months later i started dating him he was 17 and i had just turned 12. he was only weird when i met him first but it got worse after we started dating because he would send me things like porn, inappropriate comments about something i was wearing, and he would also send me videos of real people getting killed. i didnt know what to do. it took me two fucking years to block him. he was a terrible person start to finish especially when i blocked him he bought my number online and called and texted me over 347 times. after that we got the police involved and it was okay mind you sorry this was all online. anyway it was okay for 6 months i was now the age i am 14 and he texted me again from a new account i of course blocked him. but still he haunts me every fucking day i cant go a day without thinking about it he ruined my life. i now always feel guilty like i overreacted and i shouldnt have blocked him because maybe just maybe it was okay i was just paranoid. im so full of guilt now i cant sleep. i dont know what to do anymore im so scared and ashamed i dont know what to do.