When I was 11 year old, In 6th grade I had this best friend named ******* let's call her H for her initial! Anyway.. we have been friends for 7 years, fresh 7 years we have been through arguments and tons of secrets. Our thoughts were high saying "we will be best friends forever" my dumb ssa believed that.. for a while. I always realised H staring at my crush AND the popular girls I would always ask why and she would always reply.."wdym I'm not" I knew what she was doing wasn't right or necessary. I got into it more and asked the popular girls why she kept staring at you guys, obviously they found it weird too so we ALL looked into it, as a quiet kid I didn't feel much comfortable as I didn't want too destroy our 7 years of friendship but if she was doing smt that would ruin our friendship I couldn't just sit. I went to her house for a sleepover and that's when she left to take a shower with her phone unlocked. I knew sneaking on others phone was wrong but I had no choice. She usually showers for about 10 minutes so I only had 10 minutes too find out some clues. I knew I would regret my decision if I was wrong but that stopped when I saw her notes.. "Step 1-Be together with*my crush*.Step 2-Be friends with the popular girls. Step 3-Get rid of sophia*me*)I was obviously shocked and just wanted too die on the spot. It's been 20 minutes and she still wasn't finish showering. I got frightened and barged right in.. and that's where I saw it with my own eyes.. H and my crush flirting and kissing.. I didn't mind that much.. Its just they were only 10-11.. even after she betrayed me I still cared. So if you're reading/watching this H you betrayed me 3 years ago and I didn't forget OR forgive you. You almost made you're 'bestfriend' die 3 years ago:) my own bestfriend almost made me commit suicide..MY.OWN.BESTFRIEND, I still care for you H and stay safe in life