When i talk to people abt my me nd my bf they get rlly frustrated so i wanna say it here. I've been with my bf since i was 13 i am now 16 :) there are many cute y/n moments i experienced with him and only him. There was a time when his bus came early so he had to leave and i had to wait on my bus and well i got sad bc i was gonna be alone and i don't have any friends besides him so it was upsetting. But i heard someone waa running and give me a big hug behind me u didn't know who it was bc like yk i have no friends when i turned around it was him and he started kissing me he told me the bus driver let him get off to give me more kisses and it was honestly the best i thanked the bus driver and he hopped bck on. There is many more but i loved this one :)

TW// self harm & suicide i’m known as the “perfect girl” with a “perfect life” by everyone. my parents are still together. there are literally no problems in my family, everyone gets along really well. we aren’t struggling with money. i have all A’s. i was accepted into one of the top private schools in my state. i’ve been on homecoming court and i’ve been elected for a position in the student council. my parents do everything they can to give me an amazing life. but for some reason i feel so sad. i don’t know why and i feel so selfish but i feel sad. i feel like everyone hates me and like they would be better off without me. everyone thinks i’m perfect and my friends even tell me that i’m “the only mentally stable person” that they know. i’m scared of telling anyone else this after it got out and got to my parents. but since this is anonymous i wanted to let it out. i self harm and i relapsed so many times. i attempted 3 times in the past 2 years. obviously it didn’t work and i don’t plan on doing it again for now but i have thoughts about it. it sucks. and i feel so hopeless and helpless even more since no one can see it. i know this is selfish but sometimes i wish people would try and understand and talk to me

• August 5, 2023