this kid on my bus makes me smile. i’ve only known him for a little but of time. we started to grow our friendship more and more. i began to like him. he asks me “describe him!” and if i do then it will give it away. today, he asked me who it was and i said “i can’t tell you. you won’t know him.” and his face went down. then i go “he is very sweet. that’s all.” his face lights up. i hope he comes across this page and sees that i like him.

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this kid on my bus makes me
smile. i’ve only known him for a little
but of time. we started to grow our friendship more and more. i began to like him. he asks me “describe him!” and if i do then it will give it away. today, he asked me who it was and i said “i can’t tell you. you won’t know him.” and his face went down. then i go “he is very sweet. that’s all.” his face lights up. i hope he comes across this page and sees that i like him.

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