There’s this guy I’ve known him for about 5 or so years he’s only a couple years older anyway he’s best friends with one of mine. I’ve never had issues with him before n really saw him as just a friend tbvh until now… we had all been drinking one night and decided around 3am it was time to sleep except there weren’t enough blankets and it was cold that night so this guy we’ll call him Jay he said just to share with him at the time I didn’t care I was tired asf and thought we would just go to sleep ‍♀️ which we did until the next morning when I woke up to him feeling me up and trying to take my clothes off now you would think I would of just pushed him off but I didn’t in that moment I froze and started panicking n heavy flashbacks of my ex started coming through and the only thing I could do was cry now this seemed to scare him n ran off to the bathroom so I desperately got up n fixed myself n ran home crying he snapped me later that day saying what happened was never to be mentioned again… I’ve relapsed ever since and on the verge of being kicked out and none of my friends know what happened they just know I can’t ever be near him.