There is this girl that is supposed to be my best friend but she never talks to me anymore adf she always acts like shes better than me I just feel really bad because I'm slowly losing all of my friends and I feel like everyone hates me And its hard for me to make friends because I always feel like people are judging me and they hate me I feel like ive never had any real friends and that I'm just being used to make others look better. Ive only had 1 real friend and she moved away when I was in 3rd grade and ever since then none of my friends last longer than 1 school year I just want a friend I can trust and talk to without feeling like theyre going to judge me Thanks for listening to me when no one else would. <3

I always feel like I have no friends. I have two friendsgroups but still I feel like it. I just started 8th grade last year, a new class and a new school, but still the same people. I got in class with 3 of my besties. Were were a group. But only one of them was like my real bestie. Then we met a girl from another school in our class and became friends with her too. But it was most my bestie that got friends with her, also one of the others in the group. My bestie and her started to hangout more often then I could hang out with her. Im jealous. And I know i am. Im jealous of the new girl that stealed my bestie. But she didnt steal her, my "old" bestie left me. But I still have the two other friends in the friend group. We 5 are still a group, but not so much. I also have this other friend group where one of the others from the other group is in too. We are 6 girls. Four of them was really a friend grouo, but then me and the other friend made it in the group. Or atleast I thought I did. (I walk with two of them to school) Today, both said they werent walking home, cause their going to the mall, but I didnt think they were going together. But when I found out all the 5 others in the grouo were going together, i got sad. It felt like they left me out. Im so bad at asking to join too. I feel like that would be disrespectful. I feel like everyone hates ne, and that im annoying to be around. Please help me, i litterly dont know if I can do it anymore.

• July 27, 2023