There have been times I've looked at my own medication and thought about ending it. I guess I thought they would rule it an accident, a stupid mistake. But I was a coward, and I still am. Every time I think about just taking my own life, I back out. I don't know how to make it stop. I want it to stop, but at the same time I don't know? What if this is something telling me that I wasn't ready to be alive, or that I wasn't made for this world.

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There have been times I've looked at my own medication and thought about ending it. I guess I thought they would rule it an accident, a stupid mistake. But I was a coward, and I still am. Every time I think about just taking my own life, I back out. I don't know how to make it stop. I want it to stop, but at the same time I don't know? What if this is something telling me that I wasn't ready to be alive, or that I wasn't made for this world.

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