The night my mom dies, I was 16, she called me. Me being me, I didn't answer, not know that would be the last time I would have the chance to hear her voice. Every time I called, she did her best to answer, it's been seven months now, and I can only remember her voice if I watch some videos she had on her phone

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The night my mom dies, I was 16, she called me. Me being me, I didn't answer, not know that would be the last time I would have the chance to hear her voice. Every time I called, she did her best to answer, it's been seven months now, and I can only remember her voice if I watch some videos she had on her phone

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