Sorry if this gets a little too long. My parents have been in and out of jail and while my mom hasn’t for a while my dad has been since 2016 for being drunk and stealing off someone’s lawn. The judge originally gave him 4 years but my dad thought he could outsmart him but it only ended up with him having to be in jail longer. He’ll most likely be out by the time I’m around 25/26 and I’ll be 18 this summer. If anyone knows my dad it would be me and though he wasn’t perfect he cared for me, loved me, tried spending as much time as he could with me, and gave me advice for who I am today. Ever since he’s been in there, idk my mood has just changed. I’m still happy and try to be the best I can’t for everyone but I’m so afraid of devastating or disappointing my family who doesn’t want me to go in the same direction and have high expectations for me. There are times where I just want to hug my dad and cry to him but I can’t and I’ve been comforting myself with music since it is something we both love to do. I miss him so much and pray he’ll maybe be able to get out sooner.