so this isn't really a secret, just want it off my chest. So i told my bsf that im actually part ukrainian (all my life i knew i'm fully russian) and all she said was 'lovely' then i said to say that my uncle died in ukraine (rip ilysm sanya) bc of the war going on and all she fucking does is send a clown emoji. idk what tf to do. shes been my bsf for a decade now

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so this isn't really a secret, just want it off my chest. So i told my bsf that im actually part ukrainian (all my life i knew i'm fully russian) and all she said was 'lovely' then i said to say that my uncle died in ukraine (rip ilysm sanya) bc of the war going on and all she fucking does is send a clown emoji. idk what tf to do. shes been my bsf for a decade now

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