So one time I was about 8 and my mum and dad's friends were over. They were drinking then I fell asleep and then my mum came up and fell asleep beside me.. then I woke to someone licking my leg.... I looked down and seen my dad's friend licking and touching me Then once he saw I woke up he left I've never been so traumatised.........but he couldn't open the door for some reason and then I told him to turn the door handle but he just looked at me. And the crouched down and P!ssed on the floor I hate home to this day and have nightmares about it

i’m tired. i used to be a straight A student all through middle school. i was a good kid. never argued, had lots of friends, was likable, nice, i loved my life. i’m now a freshman in high school, so i’m not that old. i’m scared to eat, i can’t trust anyone, i’m failing 4 classes, i don’t come out of my room, just lost my best friend, my ex who i still love despises every inch of me. it’s taking a toll on my mental health and i’m just tired of being here. tired of pretending i’m happy just so other people don’t worry about me. i don’t know what to do, how to react. my anxiety is over the roof, to where i can’t even get out of bed. i got diagnosed with being bipolar, which is hard. i just don’t know what to do. i’m trying but i’m so tired. i’m running out of options.

• August 2, 2023