So I have this crush on a boy at my church and my parents don’t know I was planning to ask him to be my friend and her to know him for at least 3-4 days and then ask him to be my valentine but I got to shy and I didn’t have the chance to ask him to Bmf and I started to feel insecure because I couldn’t do it and my crush reminds me of Camilo Madrigal

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So I have this crush on a boy at my church and my parents don’t know I was planning to ask him to be my friend and her to know him for at least 3-4 days and then ask him to be my valentine but I got to shy and I didn’t have the chance to ask him to Bmf and I started to feel insecure because I couldn’t do it and my crush reminds me of Camilo Madrigal

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