so about a month ago or so me and my ex of two years broke up and the whole time was extremely toxic. we have broken up lots of times and gotten back together.when we broke up the first time he got with my best friend two days later and she bragged abt it to me the whole time. when they broke up she accused him of r@p3. he had two other accusations against him as well but i stayed neutral bc they were both very close to me. months go by and my best friend at the time double crosses me many times so we stop being friends and i get back with that ex and start defending him on everything. back to present time right now me and that ex are done for good and he’s blocked. me and the girl are civil with each other but now idk how i feel. it feels wrong to the talk my ex bsf again but im glad not to have beef with her. but at the same time i feel like im betraying him. a few weeks ago the ex came to my house uninvited to get his stuff which was fine but then he started harassing me and was so unbelievably disrespectful. i told him never to do that again and ever since we haven’t talked and he have eachother blocked. can i have some advice ?

I always feel like I have no friends. I have two friendsgroups but still I feel like it. I just started 8th grade last year, a new class and a new school, but still the same people. I got in class with 3 of my besties. Were were a group. But only one of them was like my real bestie. Then we met a girl from another school in our class and became friends with her too. But it was most my bestie that got friends with her, also one of the others in the group. My bestie and her started to hangout more often then I could hang out with her. Im jealous. And I know i am. Im jealous of the new girl that stealed my bestie. But she didnt steal her, my "old" bestie left me. But I still have the two other friends in the friend group. We 5 are still a group, but not so much. I also have this other friend group where one of the others from the other group is in too. We are 6 girls. Four of them was really a friend grouo, but then me and the other friend made it in the group. Or atleast I thought I did. (I walk with two of them to school) Today, both said they werent walking home, cause their going to the mall, but I didnt think they were going together. But when I found out all the 5 others in the grouo were going together, i got sad. It felt like they left me out. Im so bad at asking to join too. I feel like that would be disrespectful. I feel like everyone hates ne, and that im annoying to be around. Please help me, i litterly dont know if I can do it anymore.

• July 27, 2023