My sister is pregnant and hasnt told anyone and has 3 kids but she doesnt take care of my oldest nephew I do bc she thinks hes a burden to her so now I have to and she also is in debt and is so broke she cant afford a house or can afford to pay rent while staying with our family she also stolen money and her boyfriend abuses their kids. Im kinda scared for the baby bc I feel like if the baby is born a girl her dad will do something to her or let his friends do something to her but if its a boy im not as worried but something could still occur. My sister lets him hit her kids and when my youngest nephew was barely 1 when he would cry my sister would end up slapping him and her bf would try to put his hand on my nephews mouth to shut him up bc both of them have little patience and I feel like they would end up hurting her now expected baby.

TW// self harm & suicide i’m known as the “perfect girl” with a “perfect life” by everyone. my parents are still together. there are literally no problems in my family, everyone gets along really well. we aren’t struggling with money. i have all A’s. i was accepted into one of the top private schools in my state. i’ve been on homecoming court and i’ve been elected for a position in the student council. my parents do everything they can to give me an amazing life. but for some reason i feel so sad. i don’t know why and i feel so selfish but i feel sad. i feel like everyone hates me and like they would be better off without me. everyone thinks i’m perfect and my friends even tell me that i’m “the only mentally stable person” that they know. i’m scared of telling anyone else this after it got out and got to my parents. but since this is anonymous i wanted to let it out. i self harm and i relapsed so many times. i attempted 3 times in the past 2 years. obviously it didn’t work and i don’t plan on doing it again for now but i have thoughts about it. it sucks. and i feel so hopeless and helpless even more since no one can see it. i know this is selfish but sometimes i wish people would try and understand and talk to me

• August 5, 2023