My parents were being "mean" to me when I was like 7 or smth, so I called CPS on them. The people came and I didnt know they would actually come. So they interviewed me outside and I was so scared cos I knew my dad would probably kill me (not actually, but yk what I mean) and they were like inspecting our home like our fridge. Also I had a baby brother. Anyways, I also told them things that weren't true like my mom tried to $tr@ngle me (SHE DIDN'T MY MOM IS ACTUALLY SO NICE) and my dad made me bang my head on the wall for punishment (HE DOESN'T HE MAKES ME FACE A WALL FOR 5 MINS) and now I'm so guilty but it's the truth. I LOVE MY PARENTS. Kids, don't call CPS (Child Protection Services) on your parents unless they are literally abusing you (like starving you, hitting you, etc.). I called CPS on my parents and it didn't end well. I was grounded for 3 months (no playing with friends, no electronics, just stay in my room and be bored, ofc also eat food and use the bathroom). DONT MAKE MY MISTAKES PLSSS OMG!!

I been thinking real hard about even relaying these awful things about the person that I have admired the most, the person I have respected and revered my whole life but that now, has completely backstabbed me in the worst way possible. A few years ago, a scandal broke in my political family involving my mother. As you can imagine, it nearly broke my marriage and tore my husband’s family apart. My sister in law found my father in law and my mom talking on social media. The worst part of it, when I was confronted, I was accused of knowing about the whole affair and made it looked like I was an accomplice to the whole ordeal. When I had absolutely no clue to such a disgusting mess. I don’t know what neither of them were trying to accomplish and now, I’m the black sheep of the family. No one talks to me. While my father in law is still loved and honored. My mother the home wrecker and I pay the sins of her ordeals. She never once has said I’m sorry. Never! In her head, I’m better off without that side of the family. But it’s not about that; why did she do this to me? Why my father in law? Among so many men? Why him! I guess I’m just looking for an explanation and I know I will never get it from her. Because she just cannot accept she did anything wrong. I wish I could get her version because as of now, I only know everyone else’s but her’s. I always thought I didn’t need to hear her side because it’s not my place to question her, but I have kids who now have to suffer for her sins as well. I don’t think it’s fair to them either. I guess the damage is done as well and the past is the past. I won’t get nothing accomplished but I just want an acknowledgment from her part that she messed up.

• August 12, 2023