My older brother used to touch me when I was younger but I had no clue it was wrong. I was only 9/10 at the time and he was around 16/17. All of my siblings and I would play wrestle and just joke around. Sometimes he would give my his handheld PlayStation and stick his hands down my pants. Sometimes it would be when I was sitting on his lap. Sometimes it would be when we were standing in the kitchen. I thought he was just being nice and finally let me use his games because he wouldn’t let anyone touch his PS. I didn’t realize it until I was about 14…15 He moved out and he said “I’m sorry, you know why” I thought he was talking about the way he left things with our parents when he left. Then I started watching Steve Wilkos and you know they have the stories about adults being inappropriate with kids and it clicked… I’m 22 now and he’s now having a daughter and I am scared for her. I want to tell my mom but I just think that would kill her… but I can’t let the possibility of him traumatizing that little girl. My niece. I would rather her not know him than grow up and be… hurt.