What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
My mental health was at an all time low throughout half of 2019, all of 2020, and most of 2021. I wasn’t a good person at the time either.
I would get mad at my sister and project how I felt onto her, hit her, push her, tell her how much I hated everything or how I wished I was dead, that I was going to kill or cut myself. I’d also hit my brother and get mad at him for anything, even just breathing too loud. I’d also argue with my mom a lot. And I never talked to my older brother. I was mad and ended up pushing them all away and bottling up how I felt.
And now I don’t know how to apologize for any of it properly, especially since it all happened a while ago. But I’m getting help now and am taking medication for my anxiety and depression, so maybe I’ll be able to do it sometime in the future. At least I hope.
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