My girlfriend tried to kill herself by OD, and I felt nothing. No sadness, just. Nothing. I just went avout my night as usual, not caring

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My girlfriend tried to kill herself by OD, and I felt nothing. No sadness, just. Nothing. I just went avout my night as usual, not caring

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