What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
My dad got put in the hospital with covid last year for a month and a half. I was stuck at home alone all day everyday because my mom stayed in the hospital with dad. The doctors told them that he had a 50/50 chance of dying, they said there was nothing they could do, so all we could do is sit around and wait to see what happens. It was just so hard being alone not knowing if my dad was going to survive the day or not that I eventually just tried to stop thinking about him. I would force myself to not care about him and I had convinced myself that my dad was already gone after they put him on the vent. By a miracle he survived and after therapy he is doing pretty good. But it just kills me to think about how he was laying there dying and I had made myself just completely forget and give up on him. Don’t make my mistake and don’t ever lose hope, it may be the only thing keeping someone alive.
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