My best friends treat me like shit, and the whole story behind it is messed up. I had one best friend that I met in 7th when she was in 8th, after almost a year and a half of being friends, I got a girlfriend that was being homeschooled and my best friend in highschool. I had no choice but to introduce them so we could all hang out together and that messed everything up. Even after the girl broke up with me we still all stayed friends. But they started leaving me out and saying “ I’m unincluding myself.” I was going through hard times with losing a friend to suicide so I would tend to break down a lot. And when I did they would just yell at me saying I do it so much, it ruins there night. They make me get in videos with them saying “they don’t want their friends to think I’m being left out” and they point out a lot of my insecurities, and have ruined a lot of my dream careers from there words.they even hang out alone sometimes. My ex and my best friend. It’s been about 7 months later and I’m still fucking with them. If I drop them I lost all of my friends so I have no choice but to “stay there best friends.” Sucks bc I love them both so much and I really do wanna be friends with them.