I’ve always struggled thinking that I’m not good enough. That I don’t have much to offer to the world. Most recently, I started this past year attending college. During this time, I fell in love (if you can call it love) with an international student from Spain who plays golf for the university. He seriously is everything I ever wanted in a man. He’s a sweet and passionate man. However, I always let that fear of not being “good enough” get to me and I build this wall around me so I don’t get hurt. We had a class together and he would be kind and try to talk to me. With my body language and facial expressions, I would only push him away. There’s nothing I can do now. I hope one day I’m able to change my mindset. P.S. I’m also a man.