It hasn't even been six months since my mom was buried. I can't remember her voice. She traumatized me a lot but she never meant to. I can't be bad at her. I didn't live with her, so I never really got to be close to her. I did love her, I just didn't know how to talk to her. We started watching a show together because I really liked it even though she didn't really care for it. The last time I saw her, she told me that we should finish the show since the final season was released. I never did call her to watch it together. I can't stand to watch it now. I used to love it a lot but I can't stand to finish it without her. I feel so guilty for not being able to remember her voice