In august of 2020 I went to live with my mom and step dad and at first things were going good with them but like a month after I moved in with them, they started treating me like shit and took my phone away because they said all my friends were fake and they won’t even be my friends for all of high school ( i was in 9th grade when this happened) and they cut me off from the whole world, I never went outside or spoke to anyone and my mom changed the password to my Instagram account so I couldn’t get in until after I left and went back with my dad. But during that time I was also getting hit and yelled at and I had a laptop that I used for school but I also downloaded discord on it so I can talk to people and some of my old friends and I had another insta account that I used and they went thru it one day and found out I was talking to people and my mom beat the shit outta me with a cable cord and left a scar on my body and I was covered in blood and my step dad took away my blankets and bed sheet covers and left me with two pillows and opened the windows wide open and it was the beginning of April 2021 but it was still kinda cold out and I tried to close the window but my mom took my stepdad’s shoe and tried to crush my fingers with them and they locked me in the room all night and in the morning i was so cold I couldn’t even walk and they dragged me out and said that they’re taking me to a mental hospital since I have issues and the people there said that there was nothing wrong with me and I was supposed to be released that same day but my mom left and never came for me and I was stuck there for 3 days and my dad came to get me even tho we had problems and I went back to live with my dad but my mom acts like nothing even happened and I tried reaching out to her one day by writing a letter and left it at her job and my stepdad texted me on Instagram saying that it was rude that I left a letter there and that I made them laugh by what I said and that I was a fucking mistake and should kill myself and tbh I tried to when I was living with them but once I left, my mental health got way better but I still have some type of trauma from everything and when my bf wants to use my phone I freak out because i think what if he sees something he doesn’t like and yells at me like my mom did and he’s been trying to help me get over that but im still scared and idk what to do to help. ( sorry if this is too much to read, I just really need to get it off my chest)