In 6th grade I had a friend that lived across the country from me. We Skyped all the time and we were best friends. Well one night when we were on Skype she was talking about how she didn't want to live, hung up abruptly and I've never heard from her since. For years I thought she "put on a show" so she wouldn't have to talk to me.

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In 6th grade I had a friend that lived across the country from me. We Skyped all the time and we were best friends. Well one night when we were on Skype she was talking about how she didn't want to live, hung up abruptly and I've never heard from her since. For years I thought she "put on a show" so she wouldn't have to talk to me.

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