i’m kinda stumped. i feel so numb inside and i’m rarely stressed but i’m also barely happy. like truly happy. i kind of just put on a fake smile everyday but it’s all fake. i feel like life is in a sense kind of useless, when you think about it its crazy that we just so happen to exist and have the capability to think. after awhile away from home i realised some ppl i’ve known my whole life act kind of robotic and act weird. no therapist has ever been able to actually help me with what i’ve thought and same as my family. does anyone else feel this way??