Im a girl and i started watching 18+ stuff at such a young age and i masterb8 alot over the weirdest sh3t im 15 now still doin it and im ashamed to be so young and having my mind filled with lust all the time. Its an insecurity of mine and I wish to stop but im soo fu8king hrny all da time This problem is so embarrising even tho ik no one sees or knows i do it

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Im a girl and i started watching 18+ stuff at such a young age and i masterb8 alot over the weirdest sh3t im 15 now still doin it and im ashamed to be so young and having my mind filled with lust all the time. Its an insecurity of mine and I wish to stop but im soo fu8king hrny all da time This problem is so embarrising even tho ik no one sees or knows i do it

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