Im 40 married with kids. I don’t like to be penetrated, I don’t feel anything when having s*x. So I just fake it all the time. The only time I hv orgazms is by stimulating my cl!tor!s but then penetration comes and I feel like ugh just get over it. And i do Love my husband im attracted to him. He’s a good size too and we try all sorts of positions but I just can’t feel pleasure

i’m tired. i used to be a straight A student all through middle school. i was a good kid. never argued, had lots of friends, was likable, nice, i loved my life. i’m now a freshman in high school, so i’m not that old. i’m scared to eat, i can’t trust anyone, i’m failing 4 classes, i don’t come out of my room, just lost my best friend, my ex who i still love despises every inch of me. it’s taking a toll on my mental health and i’m just tired of being here. tired of pretending i’m happy just so other people don’t worry about me. i don’t know what to do, how to react. my anxiety is over the roof, to where i can’t even get out of bed. i got diagnosed with being bipolar, which is hard. i just don’t know what to do. i’m trying but i’m so tired. i’m running out of options.

• August 2, 2023