I was talking to this girl online for some weeks was about to be month today and this morning at 3 am she texted me saying she just wanted to stay friends , she wasn’t mentally ready for anything serious and I was caring sweet…she said sorry. I’ve been crying the whole day because it’s the 2nd time Online and same situation not emotionally available but she was mature so I just feel bad for me. I talked to my friends they said have you ever actually flirted with someone in person ? which I actually never have. I’ve only ever done online and flirted online. I reject a lot of people and if I do have a crush on someone in person I try everything to avoid them. I’ve had people flirt with me but I would feel weird cause when I talk to people in person I only ever see a friendship with them. Why is that ? I feel that my anxiety when it comes to flirting with someone in real life not in another state is hard For me but I never truly understand why?