I was s3xu@lly h@rr@$3d by this guy, my then ‘boyfriend’. I told him i wasnt ready to date, but he kept pushing me so it kinda became that. I had heard from his ex, (one of my close friends, dont be weird.) that he had asked her for nudes, as well as be a fucking pervert. He also talked about how he got a boner when he was with me, like, the fuck man?!?! You’re 13. So of course, i wanted to end things, coupled with the fact that i figured out i was a lesbian (at the time, im abrosexual) So that was great!! But he manipulated me into believing i was in the wrong, that i was cyberbullying him because of two arguements, in which I WASNT EVEN INVOVLED in, because i tried to stop it. So the school got involved and no one believed me, cus what? I was a fucking asian and he was a white straight guy in all of his assholish glory with doctors for parents. God i wanna k!ll him. Either that or myself. Hes gotten over the whole incident but i still havent. Its been 9 months. Im pretty sure its my fault. Lol. God i wanna k!ll myself so bad, to just yell at him one last time, and just fucking k!ll my$3lf in front of HIM, the SCHOOL, EVERYONE. AND HAVE MY LAST WORDS BE, “YOU CAUSED THIS. YOU FUCKED UP SO BAD. NOW YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES. THIS WAS YOUR FAULT AND NOBODY ELSES.” And yeah just d!3 lol and leave them shocked or some shit. Ive been su!c!d@l for so long lmfao, and at this point ive planned it all out and probably will do thise at some point. Lol. Sorry—this turned into a vent.