I was r@ped and s3x@lily abused at the age of 6 years old, and was later gaslighted and assaulted at 12. I have been better now, (10th grade now) but last year was the hardest time of my life. I have been Almost 3 weeks clean now and wanted to tell people my story so they don’t get hurt like I did. Trust only the best and don’t hide anything from the people who love you. They Can help you <333

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I was r@ped and s3x@lily abused at the age of 6 years old, and was later gaslighted and assaulted at 12. I have been better now, (10th grade now) but last year was the hardest time of my life. I have been Almost 3 weeks clean now and wanted to tell people my story so they don’t get hurt like I did. Trust only the best and don’t hide anything from the people who love you. They Can help you <333

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