I was molested by my grandfather when I was 13 and went into a spiral of drugs and alcohol I’m still an alcoholic and I’m 20 and my whole family acts like it’s never happened and invite him to everything and he had the audacity to make sexual comments to me about my body everytime I see him. He makes my blood boil seeing his face or hearing his name.. I hate him with everything in me. (There wasn’t enough evidence for jail ) #fuvkthejusticesystem

Alr so.. when I was younger I would get physically abused everyday till until about the age of 12 when I was saved from that home. (I’m 17 this year …) I always thought it was normal to grow up that way.. idk why I thought parents did that. I’m working through therapy but even they don’t know the darkest part about it . Anyway.. I still love them with everything In me.. that’s the problem tho.. im afraid to let go of the people I love the most . What do I do bcs I keep self harming and idk what to do anymore people keep leaving and hurting me so.. it’s like what do I even do yk. It’s too painful to even bring up verbally .. so yeah thanks for listening

• July 28, 2023