What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
i was in the foster care system for a couple years and then was adopted when I was four I’m now 20. I was adopted by an older couple. The mom wasn’t very active in my life she slept most of the time as her depression pills made her drowsy and the dad was verbally and physically abusive punching me kicking me beating me over little things all throughout my childhood. I had always wanted to get out of that house and meet my real mom because I thought my life would have been so much better with her. One day I had the chance to meet my real mother when I was 13ish and I did it was pretty cool. She had changed her life around from the bad situation that had got me taken away from her. Shortly after that visit she disappeared out of my life then would randomly pop back in one or twice a year if that. I loved my real mother but felt betrayed and all alone by her choices she made then and when I was a baby. There came a point in time after a couple years of this that I wanted nothing to do with her so when she’s call I’d ignore her. One day she called the home phone and my adopted mother brought me the phone i tried to tell her in a hushed voice “tell her I’m not here” but she handed me the phone anyways. My mothers birthday was coming up and she wanted to hang out. I told I was busy and a bunch of other excuses so I wouldn’t have to and she said that’s fine just call me when u can. As she ended the call she said I love you and I half assed and in a very petty tone said love you and hung up before she said anything else.
As her birthday neared I got a phone call at 5:58am one morning, my mother had passed. I was so heart broken I had been petty,rude, and so mean the last time we had talked and she had died with that being our last encounter and I deeply regret that. she was the only connection I had to my pass and all the stories bout me and my family history are lost with her.
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