I was in a relationship with a boy. (We didn’t really kiss or anything bc we were both 14- just hugs, so not too serious). He loved me so much but I didn’t. I’m so awful- when he confessed to me and when he asked if I liked him I said yes. I was bad at expressing my true feelings and after a whole year of going to the city with him, laughing, having fun, having the best time of my life with him, watching anime, playing games, sitting with him in class, walking to school with him ; basically spending time with him, I finally told him earlier this year that I didn’t love him- well at least not in that way. I thought of him as a friend- he was the best, we relate to sooo many things- it could be the most random things like both our dads use the middle finger when using their phone and we are so in sync like we could say the same things at the same time- but he or me say it first. Even though I said I didn’t love him- he said that he wouldn’t stop loving me T-T. But after a while, he got sick of it, annoying at how I didn’t give him enough attention or care- he would say “yo” first and sometimes I do- but he does more. So after telling his friends and realising that he didn’t get to spend enough time with them- he depended more time with them, I was actually happy bc he finally understood the bros before hoes. I did tell him some time ago that he should’ve spend more time with them anyway. So it was for good ig. But after all this, I was left with so much guilt and I didn’t feel the same anymore. I deserved it anyway. I regret so much. I wish I was friends with him from the start