I was born in the family of11 children; my father died when I was in class 4 ; am the second born; my mother sacrificed to send abroad to study medicine at some point things changed I was unable to pay my school fees anymore; unable to pay rent; i was so heartbroken with life ; I didn’t want to go back home as a failure; I was even in my last year of finishing when all this happened; so I started working in store; from medical student to work in the store; and cleaning toilets; still I didn’t want to sleep with any man cause I was a virgin and I have a very deep Christian background;;finally I meta guy I started living with him for 4 years now ; none of my family knows I live with this guy; I have never hard the courage to tell my mum I live with a guy; it hurt me so much; but mum if you ever found out just forgive me I didn’t have a option I was desperate; that is my secret and it that 4 years I have ghosted every one

I been thinking real hard about even relaying these awful things about the person that I have admired the most, the person I have respected and revered my whole life but that now, has completely backstabbed me in the worst way possible. A few years ago, a scandal broke in my political family involving my mother. As you can imagine, it nearly broke my marriage and tore my husband’s family apart. My sister in law found my father in law and my mom talking on social media. The worst part of it, when I was confronted, I was accused of knowing about the whole affair and made it looked like I was an accomplice to the whole ordeal. When I had absolutely no clue to such a disgusting mess. I don’t know what neither of them were trying to accomplish and now, I’m the black sheep of the family. No one talks to me. While my father in law is still loved and honored. My mother the home wrecker and I pay the sins of her ordeals. She never once has said I’m sorry. Never! In her head, I’m better off without that side of the family. But it’s not about that; why did she do this to me? Why my father in law? Among so many men? Why him! I guess I’m just looking for an explanation and I know I will never get it from her. Because she just cannot accept she did anything wrong. I wish I could get her version because as of now, I only know everyone else’s but her’s. I always thought I didn’t need to hear her side because it’s not my place to question her, but I have kids who now have to suffer for her sins as well. I don’t think it’s fair to them either. I guess the damage is done as well and the past is the past. I won’t get nothing accomplished but I just want an acknowledgment from her part that she messed up.

• August 12, 2023