i Regret turning my sadness to anger and putting that ager to other people because you really never know how long u have with them people like one day i have a TERRIBLE day at school i got a bus ticket yelled at school got in trouble and they asked how was your day and i yelled leave me alone when all the were doing was trying to help so you see you may be depressed or any emotion avoid turning you sadness into anger and pulling them out on the wrong people.

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i Regret turning my sadness to anger and putting that ager to other people because you really never know how long u have with them people like one day i have a TERRIBLE day at school i got a bus ticket yelled at school got in trouble and they asked how was your day and i yelled leave me alone when all the were doing was trying to help so you see you may be depressed or any emotion avoid turning you sadness into anger and pulling them out on the wrong people.

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