I met a group of girls this year.. and it was fun. We were all friends and then two of them- Annabelle and Beatrice were closer than everyone else. So it was fine, there’s usually people that are closer. But then the other two, Sammy and Hannah also got close. It kinda fucked with my head because damn. I had no one else. My ONE friend that I had from middle school had like one class with me and then I had almost every class with these girls. I was left out of everything and then suddenly Annabelle was getting closer to this other girl named Delilah so then Beatrice started getting close with this girl Stacy. I was always there. They didn’t even try to associate with me. I was actually the one who brought them together. I met Annabelle and brought her to sit with me at lunch. I knew Beatrice since elementary and she looked a little lost so I asked her to sit with us. Hannah and Sammy just joined randomly but I was the one who included them in conversations. They all got close and I had no one. Anyways. After Beatrice and Stacy got into a fight Beatrice started paying attention to me. Great. I was so happy and we texted everyday and I was so good to her. She was really cocky and mean at times. I looked past that because I didn’t want to fight with her. One day I went to her house and we had a lot of fun and her grandma loved me. The next week she ghosted me. I would ask what I did wrong and if she was alright and she wouldn’t say a word. I was crying like every period that week. What was I supposed to do? Annabelle tried to justify her and said that Beatrice was just tired or annoyed. But like.. why wouldn’t she be tired and annoyed around other people? Why was it just me. The worst fucking thing is getting ignored with no explanation. She started making up shitty rumors about and and now the whole gang hates me.. what the fuck do I do with that? There’s still like 4/5 months of school left. I cry every time I see her and everyone else. I still never got an explanation even when I would try to confront her and everyone else. I’m the bad guy now. No one believes me and I’m now hated my them and their friends. There’s only like two people who actually believed me. My sister.. and my one friend.. I’m great fun for them.