i know this isn’t really important but a couple weeks ago this guy told me he had a crush on me but little did he know that i actually had a crush on him too and we just talk casually and not a lot of people now but it is a secret i don’t want anyone to know and i didn’t even tell my closest friend because i care on peoples opinion or a little shy to tell them :)

This isn’t necessarily a deep dark secret in anyway, but it’s one I have to get off my chest. I have been burdened with it for 4 years now. I’ve known my bestfriend since I was born, and we always told eachother everything. We’re still bestfriends, we just don’t talk as much as we used to. I’ve liked him for a while but I never said anything because I didn’t think things would work out, and then I’d just end up losing my bestfriend. He told me a few months ago he started seeing this girl- who is now his girlfriend. Ever since he told me, it’s like I can barely look at him. I love him so much and he doesn’t even know, it makes my heart sink. How could I love someone so much and them not even know?

• July 22, 2023