I haven’t been happy in a long time, sometimes I just feel terrible out of no where. I feel lonely but I’m not lonely, when I go to bed early on a school night I sit and think, then I begin to cry I feel so incredibly lonely and I don’t know why, I have friends, I have people that love me, but I just feel so lonely, and I don’t want a relationship, it might be because there is a girl that won’t leave me alone at school, threats, death stares, and for no reason, we had a confrontation and I apologized, I had to go to the school principle about it and she still wouldn’t just bug off, I just asked her to leave me alone, she wouldn’t.. I can’t tell anyone because it’ll sound pitiful, like I want attention, but it’s not true I’m just not how I meant to be. I’m so tired, so incredibly tired. And I don’t know why. I want to feel appreciated and warm again as I did, idk why it just faded randomly. I’m only 13, my birthday was yesterday and I still feel awful.